Ocean of Pain
By Nick Maddix 1-6-2002 10:04:43 AM
I’m drowning in high
waters
Unable to catch my breath
Sinking slowing further
To my eternal rest
Something that can’t be explained
It’s something that comes down hard
Falling like a everlasting rain
Blue waters turning
black
Enter the waves of despair
A sunken mind full of tears
Blocking my pleads for air
Flashbacks drenching my
body
A body filled with scars
Flashbacks always haunting me
Tearing me apart
I cannot move nor think
clearly anymore
It’s like my body is frozen in ice
I’m paralyzed from head to toe
My nervous system sliced.
I never want to recall
that untruthful day
My heartbeat shattered into a million pieces
Picking up the pieces and putting them back together
Is practically impossible given the weather
I want this all to disappear
I want this all to vanish instantly
And
never come back here